two seven zero eight nine zero

okay go

2009-01-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

fly away

2009-01-03T20:56:00.001+08:00

they dont get me. they really dont..

i'm moving to another url.
go figure.
ask personally to know. (:

love,
trish

love, me

2009-01-03T11:13:00.004+08:00

my blog song is totally not like me. but, that's the song inside my head now. haha.

i'm in love.. in love with myself.

school was fine. i didn't remember anything except.. Teresa saying.. "remember to come for class on week 18 before your exams." yeah..

and i slept like a baby, sayang said so. haha. i know i'm cute when i sleep. sayang will agree. and no, sayang did not take any videos of me sleeping but i know.. she took pics. haha. naughty! i love you sayang..

thanks friends, for being there always..
ngongs. wbbpg. tons. you know who you are. (:

love,
trish

exhausted but happy

2009-01-01T12:03:00.002+08:00

i welcomed both Awal Muharram and 2009 equally. i had fun on both days! (:
yesterday was awesome! thanks to Eka and her family. not forgetting the freinds! Lyy and Hanis. haha. my throat.. haha. don't mention it. Hippo ride was great. fireworks was nice! Sup Tulang and Mee Hoon merah was also wonderful! and i got home at 3am.

pictures will be up soon! (:

please make it worth while waiting.

love,
trish

hiyaaaaaaakkkkkk

2008-12-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

school reopen.
one word..
BUSY!
my blog will get dusty. HAHA

ouh, we went to gym instead of the pool today. i wanna swim so much though. but the weather tk mengizinkan. so it's okay. heh. i had fun. and i only got 2 freaking classes. ouh, i'm having 2 freaking classes again tmr. with 4 hours break in between. SEXAYYY ey? right.. *slaps self*

one sentence..
KU MERINDUKANMU,
_ _ _ _ _ _ _..

love,
trish

supernatural night light.

2008-12-28T02:27:00.001+08:00

i love you
and i miss you, alot..
sighhhh..

moon, light up my nights.

love,
trish

that flyer

2008-12-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

that flyers we only had a glance on.

i had a nice day today. thank you girls! from morning till late. (:
i'm off to meet the friend.
i'll blog proper about today soon. (:

~~i'm missing you.~~

love,
trisy.

projects burning the midnight.

2008-12-23T01:21:00.002+08:00

it's pass midnight. burning some midnight oil for the project.
ouh, guess what? i got training at 8am tmr! (like 7 hours time) and i have to rush to school for project meeting, and thennnnnn i have to rush to town to meet the buddies! how AWESOME! (:

ouh God, this can't be happening. OKAY TOODLES! i need to get going!

love,
trisy
pronounced as trish

play this!

2008-12-22T11:40:00.011+08:00

got this from cousin! soooo fun!

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own

1. i hope you're doing fine out there w/o me. cause i'm not doing so good w/o you.

2. you're taken by surprise. you found a way inside my heart.

3. i'll hold a place for you inside. inside my heart for you and i.

4. cintaku, cintaku padamu. tak besar seperti dulu.

5. when you have to look away. when you don't have much to say. thats when i love you

6. with bloodshot eyes. i watch you sleeping. The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading

7. can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms. it's empty tonight and i'm all alone. get me through this one.

8. hope this is the last time cause i'd never say no to you. this conversation's been dead on arrival.

9. Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor, and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.

~~10. mystery the moon. a hole in the sky. a supernatural night light. so full but often wry.~~

11. In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun. Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, This world you must've crossed... you said...

~~12. i feel you creeping, i can see it from my shadow. wanna jump up in my lamborghini gallardo.~~

~~13. Am I more than you bargained for yet. I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear. cause that's just who I am this week.~~

~~14. i didn't cry the day you moved away. didn't think i'd feel this pain. until i saw the stranger that was you.~~

~~15. i just want you close. where you can stay forever. you can be sure..~~

16. pertemuan yg tiada terduga kini kita saling bermesra. masa berganti hati diubati mekarnya cinta mula dirasai.

17. it's been the longest winter w/o you. i didnt know where to turn to. see somehow i cant forget you. after all that we've been through.

18. every night i'll pray. i'll have you here some day. i'll count the starts tonight and hope with all i might. and when i close my eyes. you'll be right by my side.

19. I'm lying alone with my head on the phone. Thinking of you till it hurts. I know you hurt too but what else can we do. Tormented and torn apart

20. so you stole my heart. and left me a ransom letter. demanding to treat you better.

~~21. This was never the way I planned. Not my intention. I got so brave, drink in hand. Lost my discretion. It's not what, I'm used to. Just wanna try you on. I'm curious for you. Caught my attention.~~

~~22. You're a falling star, You're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And you're the perfect thing to say.~~

23. now you're gone. i realized my love for you was strong. and i missed you here now you're gone. i keep waiting here by the phone. with your pictures hanging on the wall.

~~24. when i see your smile. tears roll down my face. i can't replace..~~

~~25. you know you're everything to me. and i could never see the two of us apart. and you know i'll give myself to you.~~

26. aku melintasi malam sepiku. tanpa dirimu disisiku kekasih. rasa sesal yg selalu menghantui ku. disaat ku campak kan dirimu, manis..

27. it's hard to wake up. when the shades have been pulled shut. this house is haunted it's so pathetic.

~~28. oh Ibu, kau disiram bayu pagi. kehilangan terasa kini..~~

~~29. seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost.~~

~~30. ku sangka kan panas berpanjangan. rupa nya gerimis, rupanya gerimis...~~

love,
Batrisyah

that stranger i miss

2008-12-21T11:08:00.006+08:00

majority has decided. i shall remain blogging. not sure with this same URL, but for now.. this will be it. (:

for what happened last week, i stood strong.. knowing you made the decision. knowing it's final. stranger, i miss you.

got in JB on Monday. went off to Malacca on Tuesday.
the trip to Malacca was nice.
it was just.. different. we didn't do any shopping.
well, i've got nothing to buy also.. FRIENDS, nothing for you guys this time. sorrrry!
the above 20yrs had a night drive. i wanted to follow. but was assigned to babysit the kids. =.= truth was, the whole trip was forever about spiritual events. they got home almost at 12 or maybe later, not sure too. they said it was fun. hurhur. next day was to Gunung Ledang, no. i did not dive in. i was plain lazy to change and get dressed. haha. how i miss those times when i had to climb that mount. ahhh. nice..
visited Tun Teja's Grave. after that we had a nice dinner, seafood! (as you guys know. i don't eat seafood that much so i just ate a lil. i was enjoying the chilli kicap more than anything else) got back to kampong quite late. i slept till the sun rises.
packed to get going. enjoyed here and there a lil. visited Atok Long, then went to Great Grandmum's grave. i did not go in due to the outfit i was in. abit in appropriate. headed back to Pagoh for lunch. went further down back to JB! HOME SWEET HOME! *not really*
kids were at my place. so we basically sang and played the guitar. (jiwang moments)
next day was again another jiwang day. rode around with bro's bike. haha. mcm paham sia basirah bawak motor. i fell once when i wanna park the bike. but nothing happen to me. just a lil scratch on abg's bike. no worries! ((: few round around the area. had enough. i'mjust afraid if i get into an accident or something. it's not my life that i'm afraid. it's abg's bike that i'm much much much more afraid of. haha!

went back to SG on sat by bus with Uncle Jal family. new road + causeway bus = no no! they drive like initial D. i flung out of my seat! i got home safe and sound with twin brother. HOME SWEET HOME! then i went over to pit! i had totally great time! thanks people! really! got home at 2am thanks to Firman for sending me home! greatly appreaciated! hee. kau la kawan! wanted to wait for Matiin, but he was just soooo slow! and Shim, sorry i had to leave you alone with all the other guys. i'm happy to meet my other 5 girls! and those other guy friends! and i realised we did take the 6 girls pic. that's sad, can? but it's okay!

click on photo to see the album. (:

love,
Batrisyahh

last one

2008-12-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

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bye!

2008-12-06T18:05:00.003+08:00

hello world! (:
i'm leaving this blog this way for a week.
and after so.. i'll delete everything.. yes, everything..
easily said.. i'm not gonna do blogging anymore.
no, don't worry. i'm fine.. really.
take care people! stare at my blog for as long as you want okay?
and ouh, do not miss me.

love,
me

confessions - bloodshot eyes.

2008-12-05T10:12:00.007+08:00

i took a break from school today. yeah, i'm at home. yesterday was too much for me to take. from morning till night.

the story begins..
i slept at 2 the night before. i put the alarm at 0800.
i woke up. i slept again.. i dreamt of you. i woke myself up..
it was 0830. i got 30 mins to prepare and go out in order for me to not be late for school.
so, i did everything so fast! really. after i bathed. eventually abg heard my voice (he was inside the toilet) he said, "you're not out yet? what time you going to school? want me to send you?"
being late, i said.. "i start at 10. if you wanna send, i'm okay with it." so i took my time to prepare. after which when he got out. he slacked. time check. 0915. i ask him if he;s sending me to school. he laughed and said, "no la. it's dangerous." i wasn't in the mood due to what happened the night before. so i just went out soon after. i flagged a cab. and there goes my 15bux.

statistics test.. me and dayah went in on time. switched on the comp. logged in. prepared the system. 1205hrs "you may begin" everyone started to type the data in. so did we. just when we wanted to get the figures.. a pop up came out. stating it can't proceed cause.. long story. and at this point of time. our timings we running. it took us.. almost 40mins to get it started. mind you, the test was only 50 - FIVE ZERO mins. a few questions not done thanks to that. i was panic so i just click whatever that i think was right. at the end of the test. we both got D. yeah. quite lucky.

i sat in the lecture alone. it was scary you know. cause it's LTK2 i'm talking about. super big lecture and well, they dimmed the lights. i sat and i think of whatever that was happening. i couldn't blame anyone but myself. i was holding back the river i had to give. but just when dayah and sayang and the rest came in. my river flowed like nobody's business. i'm sorry to make you worry guys. eventually, kak jam and the rest wasn't in. they didn't see what happened. things happen for a reason.. yesterday, was that day i had pressure all over me. i was trying so hard to save everything. but in the end, i/me/saya/aku threw it away just like that. thanks basirah. you (basirah) are the bestest bestfriend i ever had. i'm leaving everything now. leaving it for what it'll worth. i'm dwelling to much. i need encouragement. i need you.

i made myself smile on the later part of the day. well, atleast i forced myself to smile and laugh. and cry at the same time. i met the cousin, yana, at Pasir ris. while waiting for the Aunts and of course, mummy, to finish their movie at E!hub. (yet another place to go to at that point of time)
i had to put a mask. we got home at 11.

Aunty Lela, Aunty Baby, Aunty Linda, Mak Long, Aunty Ain, Mummy, Aunty Lilin (no, that's not me) picture taken by, Me. (:

all i need, is you.

love,
me

wishes

2008-12-05T08:41:00.002+08:00

ku cintai mu.
tak mengerti bahwa ku harus memiliki mu selamanya.

i woke up with tears. it's very difficult for me to accept it.
pinch me and tell me it's real.
sigh..

selfdenial

2008-12-04T23:21:00.003+08:00

a broken picture

things are not what i wanted it to be.
but i was prepared for it.
i knew it that you'd leave me.
your actions were clear. thanks for making the right decision.
well, at least for yourself. no, i never wanted this.
it's okay dear, it's my fault..
just when i wanted to feel your face again.
after 12 days. lupekan saje basirah.
tk perlu diungkit. it won't go back like how i wanted it to be.
sudah la tu.

nausea and vomiting.
friends, help me.

thanks to all of those that comfort me.
i really appreciate it.

love,
me

DID

2008-12-04T00:09:00.004+08:00

it's pass 12 midnight already. it's thursday. i'm having statistics test later. i hope i can pass. cause.. well. i don't know.

mum. bring me on a holiday. i need it. in fact tmr would be a nice day to start with. I WISH.
bring me far far far far far far far far far far far away.. leave me there.. i don't want anyone to find me. I WISH. mum, i'm not gonna sleep.. its okay, right? I WISH. mum, i'm hungry.. very hungry. my last meal was at 10am on wednesday. i had a cup of coffee and bread and ostrich eggs. and.. i'm very lazy to eat now. maybe i shall go to bed. so i wont think of this hungry stomach.

mum.. i really need a break.. i can't take it anymore. i wanna cry everything out.. and in this case.. "mum" is my inner self. my other identity. maybe, i have DID. or maybe, i have depression. just depression not yet with suicidal thoughts. or.. i have schizophrenia. maybe.. i'm just a normal kid.. who just need a rest.. a rest from everything thats going on.

if only you'd help me. if only you'd give a helping hand.. if only(s).. it won't come true.
hold my hand, let me feel the trust. i need all of it.
but i'm not getting it..

love,
bsyra

cinta ini membunuh ku

2008-12-03T23:19:00.001+08:00

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

cause we're going no where.

fk life

2008-12-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

when things started to gt better.
it got worst.
thanks uh..
$^%& life.

statistics is calling my name.

//edit//
my heart's turning cold..
i wanna scream my lungs out.
maybe i was having stupid assumptions.
but you know it yourself i don't like it.
so why do it?
seriously, throw me away if i mean nothing already.
my heart's turning real cold.
don't make me do it.
//edited//

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bug!

2008-12-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

aku sakit
i'm sick

kerana aku masih bisa hidup. haha.

2008-12-02T19:20:00.007+08:00

Tuesday is Today
i was.. LATE for schoool! do not ask why. and taxi drivers hate me i guess. i flagged and no one stopped for me. super sad. knowing i will be late, i decided to take the bus again.

i was nervous for presentation. with a full bladder. haha. eventually i forgot everything about my bladder when i was presenting. but, after the "thank you" slide, i cannnnnnot tahan! haha. and.. my day was very much, pretty. (:

Monday is Yesterday
i wore very merepek clothes. i didn't plan what to wear. so i just grab and you can look at the pic to see the outcome. i forgot what i did for that 3 hours break and everything. haha. i seriously forget. okay kental. i got home after MB. well, we weren't even in lecture at the first place. we slacked outside and exchange songs. as usual! haha. i slept like.. biibaa in the bus. open my eyes, i've reached tampines. Dad msged saying he's cooking Fish and Chips. so well, waited for him to get back. after which.. MAKANNNNN! ((((: at the end of the day. i was darn darn darn darn tired.

Blue plus Yellow plus Black plus Orange slippers.

the Pretty face! (:

The Reflection.

not forgetting the sauces. thousand island. mayo. chilli. ahhhh. pleasure.

crispy baby.

baked beans. always reminds me of Part A camp. HAHA!

That's the Chef!

just look at my plate! (:

Sunday is 2 Days back.
the day i had OLE! Tampines ((:

Eka, Lyy, Chua En Lai, Irene Ng, Self, XiuLing, Emcee for the day.

XL, Eka, Lyy, Self and JiaYi

Tiara and Self (before she get to stage)

wayyyyy before everything started. (still so bright/hot)

calefare! well, i wasn't singing. just LIP-sync. haha. macam paham kat back stage.

way way way way before. during lunch time.

Saturday is 3 Days back.
The day when the family was supposed to go to Expo, but tk jadi. and end up going to Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant.

my all time fav, crispy noodle. but i did not choose this.

OUR all time fav. you char kway!

i tried something new. Fried Oyster Sauce.

Dad was concentrating one what elder bro had to say. haha!

i am a happy woman! well, atleast for now. (: hee.
to you, do stay strong. life have to go on. this may be one of the biggest obstacle you need to overcome. so please do not give up alright. (: love you.

honey, i'm feeling very hypo. i need you. get the link?
and i feel like going to HQ tmr after school. cannnn? (:

love,
bsyra

morning people

2008-12-02T07:11:00.003+08:00

yeah. morning people..
i'm awake very very very early to do my freaking fracking frooooking last min editing to my presentation slides.
something to say -> i dont know what to edit. i don't know what to say. i'm super scared of bombardment. seriously. ahhhhh. it's psychology i'm talking about. *kawan-kawan!! tolong!!!!*

okay.. another thing to say.. ->.....
my social life is currently very very very very very very LOWWWWW. believe me. well, except the fact that i met my friends cause there's some event. and we're the helpers. yeah.. very low social life, right?

and and.. i miss wearing this...

today is COC rehearsal. tmr is COC. lil bro went out with full U just now. KAKAK NAK IKOT! well, malia asked me if i wanna be the PC. but i can't, presentations are like.. banyak nak mampoz! i need a break. seriously. can i have a visit to the HQ later on? haha. or maybe tmr? pleaseee. ):

i'm missing my ncc people so much. girls meet up soon? plus khai. plus.. erm.. you know who all la! too much to mention. simpang?!?!?!?!?

okay. project calling my name. HURHURHUR. DIAM UH.

and love, meet soon?

love,
bsyra.

Merindukanmu

2008-12-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

i'll update some other day.
i am really really tired.
tired of ystd's event.
and presentation slides are not complete.
tomorrow, is the presentation day. DIE! mati! DIE!

okay nights people.
even the BF is very tired and sleepy.
even the Sayang is too.
monday blues..
coming to tuesday whites.
no link. shut up!

kay bye

love,
bsyra

Ole! tampines alive!

2008-11-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

okay helllllo people! first and foremost. basirah is very very very tired. her feet hurt so much. cause.. ermm.. she stood up too long w.o nice footwear. yeah! okay..

i swear i wanna blog alot about OLE! Tampines Alive. but i'm really2 tired. i shall summarize it up. i had to be the stage crew/back stage people. it is sooo cool to be back stage crew. seriously! okayy. so well. i saw all kinds of people. like reallllly! not forgetting, Mark Lee. Michelle Tay, Irene Ng and Chua En Lai! yeahh!

the whole lot of the back stage crew even did a calefare. thanks to YCP. haha. =D we all went crazy. as usual. hanis was like a possessed woman! i was.. well, singing to every song that was on air.. that is if i know + the facial expression and physical actions. haha. you wouldn't wanna know what i did. not just that. we saw syg when we're otw to TM for the toilet! yeah. we can't stand the condition of the movable toilet. haha. kesian eh syg, kene tunggu mama.

okay i really need to rest. my feet are killing me.

love is still at work i supposed. he haven't call me up. Sunday nights are one of the nights that i really dislike when he have to work. cause he'll need to wait so long to be released. i find that irritating. i swear. and ouh, i hope to meet you soon. love you! (:

ouh! i had a family day ystd. well, not really la. but we went out for dinner at Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant. do not ask me where. i don't know.. cause.. dad fixed a TV in the car, sooooooo. i was watching Duyung, and didn't concentrate with the directions. there goes my focus on the road. daddy, you made a... quite big but a lil small mistake.. haha!

not just that. my kindergarten friend, Atikah.. found me! wow. it has been 12 freaking years.. we need this reunion. haha! thanks girl.. for searching me up and down of singapore's website. we shall meet up soon eyy! ((:

love,
bsyra

read it.

2008-11-29T12:12:00.009+08:00

Wednesday

was supposed to have 8 am tutorial/presentation. but it was canceled. not sure why. headed down to school at 9am. reached early. sarah, shane and sayang was studying their Bio prac. the whole lot of us ended up not going to Bio lecture and slack at bench to study Bio. Nadiah was funny. she thought me and sayang are siblings. haha! so funnneeehhhh. they went off to bio. my classmates went home.. me? went to psych lecture. i was very sleepy. as usual. psych is always with kai, so welll... we got a nice spot. i couldn't stand it anymore. so i just slept. eventually kai slept too. haha. it's damn funny. we were both like. "aku tkle tahan. balik pon baik." so yeah. we didn't go the last hour of lecture. i went to meet the rest at Mac. and we all ended up buying Cup Noodles from cheers! THANKS TO SHANE! went off after i finish eating. slacked at home. and that's all.

self denial. look at my eyes.
i used sayang's phone to take this. haha. i love taking pics from people's phone. esp shane's

that's syg.

halal's room key almost koyak, so she put it together before anything happens. haha.

amalina, pei ying

dayah the mak minah

ama! mee satu je?

suusuuuu!

Thursday

i didn't remember anything. we had socio tutorial. and we played this labeling game. lecturer stick labels on our back. we weren't supposed to know what is it. only other people can know it. and we have to communicate based on whatever that is on our back. well, the only thing the whole class did was laugh at the status we had.. some funny ones. Dilah got, Hot Bods. and Seah got Sexy Babe. Nadiah got 98 yr old woman. and me... well, you guess it. "did plastic surgery before" haha!

Friday

was very excited for school. cause. i dont know.. went to school with sayang. we were both late thanks to me. and thanks to sayang's sometimes-ngong-phone. bio lecture. haha. didn't concentrate. supposed to have the make-up 8am presentation at 10. but... it was canceled, yet again.. aku pakai lawa2 tauuuu! *do not laugh at me people* so went to canteen at ate. then back to lecture. wasn't Teressa. again, no mood to study. i doodled instead. lunch after school with dayah. headed to e-plaza. did statistics on SPSS. we got A on second attempt of ICA trial. haha! step pandai. padahal ingt previous answer. WE SERIOUSLY NEED ALOT OF PRACTICE! test next week baby! die die die die die!

me and liah. serupa tapi tidak same.

butang aku tercabot. tkmo tgk. haha

gerri just wanna be in the picture.

i got home.. yana and fina was already at home. upon entering, yana said this... "mane budak yg pakai lawa2 tu abey presentation canceled!" i laughed and laughed. i msged mum telling that presentation was canceled. and she went to tell the cousin. i damn paisey can. haha. diam eh yana. da demam buat hal demam. anyway, the house was kecoh. since they had ngaji here instead of Om Itam's place. we did alot of stuffs la! i was a surgeon for the night. i did Fathin's nose. haha! eventually everyone was just so geram to let the whiteheads out. esp her mum. and yippee! atlast her nose abit cleaner. haha. kemas rumah.. tdoooooooo!

dear love, i miss you. things are up and down. i hope it'll settle soon. i miss us. 5days and counting. take care syg. enjoy yourself. text me when you need me.

thanks people, for being such nice people to me. i appreciate everything. i shall leave it to fate. or maybe to him. life need to go on. but i'm not moving.

love,
basYRA

something to smile about. i got an A for Bio Prac. thanks to the people around me. esp kak Jam with the notes! i really wanna score this one. and hurrrrrrah to all of us. we cleared this one! ((:

i mean nothing.

2008-11-28T22:29:00.001+08:00

feel ignored
kay bye

holding on

2008-11-26T21:07:00.001+08:00

i'm still straight, no.. we're still straight.. =D right mich?

tho whole lot and some other at the other side at SG (:

love,
ary

my moon disappeared.

2008-11-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

Don't fade away baby..

2008-11-25T06:51:00.002+08:00

i couldn't sleep peacefully.
i keep on getting up every hour.
i didn't know what to do.
supposed to wake up at 4, but i had to pass.
i woke up at 5 instead.
i haven't study. seriously, nothing..
wrong timing.
i'm nervous for presentation later. i don't know how to explain the points. argh.

i dreamt that.. you.. were contacting her again. eventually, i smiled. and i acted normal. i didn't scream at you nor did i gave you silent treatment. i was perfectly fine. i cried silently. w/o you knowing..

i'm off..

love,
yra

i tried searching for the moon, but it didn't appear.

2008-11-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

i went to school with sayang today. today was that other day in school. but this time, i wasn't blur. i brought my admin card. i brought the correct manuals. i had people to slack with for 4 hours. i went back alone, i had 3 packets of junks to accompany me.

Presentation tomorrow not forgetting Bio prac test in the afternoon. i've no mood to study. God knows why.

Dear God, the only thing i ask of you, is to hold him when i'm not around, when i'm much to far away.

below is a song, a meaningful one.. at least to me, at this instant.

You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love made me forget about the signs.
So now what do I do?
Now that I know that we're through.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Too late, sorry.
I didn't even have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Forget about me
I really loved you.

love,
btch

colour me with your pencils.

2008-11-23T10:14:00.006+08:00

Dayah taught me to do this.

Meimei, Kak Jam and Sis Dawn.

Gerri, Liah, Dawn, Keon, Mich and Lin

i hate it when something is already planned and others try to change everything, not just that. they're not meant to be in the picture. i'm not trying to bitch, but it's just that i wanna "vent" it in here. seriously, you know you're having difficulty in mobilizing, so please.. do what you only can. not that we dont wanna help, but don't make things difficult for others. you're OLD enough to think, or maybe you're too OLD and need others to think for you. ahhhh! i'm making such a big sin here. i'm sorry, but i really have to. everyone is trying to tolerate, and i dont know how long we will. God, give us the strength, maybe more patience.. after all, it's our flesh and blood.

Lizard fish, they said.

the twin sis. the funny uncle. the aunts.

my week has been NICE. (: school was alright. friday was a blast! seriously. we had a mini class gathering, Seoul Garden. but a few of us went off early. i went back with kak jam. hee. pictures with Lin (i'm waiting). i got back and rest awhile, packed bag to go to Changi Beach. had a family gathering. BBQ and camping.
played dog and bone at 10pm. haha. imagine the noise. even the uncles and aunt were in. damn fun. eventually i was just the referee/judge. haha! and it's good enough to make my voice coarse. hurhur. the fishermen were busy with their rods and "jala". haha. it was just a bonding session. nice one man! i was so tired that i dozed off at 2am. eventually i had to bend my legs. i only had little space. and i had cramps when i got up. and when i count, there was only 6 people in the tent (a 8/10men tent). and cause we were all so tired, we just throw ourself any part of the tent. when we can sleep nicely if we were to arrange ourselves. haha. but heck. only a night.

anyway, i got home early (with the help of abang that ride me home) haha! prepared to go to City Hall with Eka and Hanis. (: eventually there's no one. HAHA. okay shut up. then love reached, so met him and went over to catch a movie. i forgot the title. body of lies i think. yeah. not bad, but it kinda made the both of us sleep. HAHA. okay diam.

he wanted to wear that spec so much. i don't like it.

unfortunately, this emo boy is my boyfriend.

siblings?

the psychotic and the nerd.
thanks for the day lovely!!

okay i'm to do my project. BYE!
congrats to cousin. (:

love,
basYRA

you and i US

2008-11-16T08:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday.
woke up early, prepared to go to Eunos.
we made hanging snakes. this time it's nicer than the one we did during YE.
seriously. haha. it curls much nicer and much cuter.
and new friend made, Vanessa & Anand.

"what's my name?"
"i don't know! you tell me!"
"mary jane.."
"ouh.. Mary Jane!"
"so what's my name?"
"i don't know!"
"i just told you my name!"
"you tell me la!"
"okay.. Mary..."
"Mary-Sa" (combination with vanessa's name!)
"NOOO! MARY JANE!!! hahaha!"
"ouh.. MARY JANE!"
"what's her name?" *points at sayang*
"black spider!"
"wei, her name you remember, mine you don't!!"
eventually, all the other girls name he remembers. except mine.

went LJS (Ella's request, as usual). i has crunchy shrimps. (cause i thought when i meet love, we'll go have lunch together)

after going around, we headed back. sayang went to school for training.
Eka and Hanis went back to get their jackets. (they went to watch 007)
dear reached when i reached home. went up to take lappy.
headed to Ehub/Downtown. slacked at McCafe.
dear ended up sleeping (lappy wasn't used)
he woke up. we met ijad.
well, it ended to be a group outing rather than a you and i outing.
dis a point ted
but it was nice to meet the rest. after quite some time not lepaking with them.
The Cathay then Marina Barrage.
2330. headed home.

i was hungry, but we didn't go for lunch nor dinner.
we had junks. but i didn't feel like eating it.
i reached home and i slept.

i'll be at home the whole day today, unless i decide to go follow them to bowl.
that is if my work are all done.

love,
basYRA

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

2008-11-11T22:52:00.003+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move.

ahhhh! cover mouth

2008-11-09T10:58:00.007+08:00

i've been meeting love lately. he's been sick and yeah, private nurse. haha. yesterday was awesome, he was kinda well, so we headed to Causeway Point and basically slacked at Civil Centre (?), Mac. we complete the 4th story of 4bia and then we watched Wujud2 from my lappy. something happened, and i shall not mention it here. bf doesn't let me to. haha! =p ouh, we saw Raudah Eryani when we're at Mac. and bf was being a ngong cause me and Rau was talking through the glass and he said, "the door is just there, you can simply go out and talk to her." HAHA! thanks. we went to the Library soon after when there's alot of people coming in. continue watching Wujud2. then started playing games from the lappy. we were irritating each other. not forgetting hitting each other too. love is shown in different ways. HAHA. sorrrrrry ehhh! headed to Causeway to just walk around, we saw arcade on the top storey, so yeah. spend like an hour there or so. haha. played the fav game. he won this time. (: ahh. we ride this motion thingy. haha. cool la. but the motion should be greater. confirm lagi cool! =D thanks sharhan for the day! love it! ((:

ouh, here's are some pic i have to show u guys. =DDD

basically, as you all can see. this is abg! =D (observe his specs)
he's fine now la. don't worry. haha. just that he can't speak properly.

my miss list! meet me sooooooon people! (((:
not forgetting juls, ica and liza.

love,
basYRA
suspended judgement

btch

2008-11-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

something is really wrong with me.
i swear i can't put it to words.
or maybe, i'm bottling it all up?
arghhhh!
maybe i'm trying too hard.
maybe i'm NOT trying at all.
maybe, i'm pressure-d.
i can't stand it.
i wish to give up, but i can't.
i don't want to.

honey, bring me out tomorrow.
i wanna be stress-free.

something to end with:
abg is at home already.

love,
basYRA

fly me to where no one can find me

2008-11-04T08:07:00.002+08:00

i'm having problems.
can i just quit?
no!
arghhhhhhhh!

ouh, abang got into an accident.
spinal care
crib
clear feeds
hard collar

what more?
ouh, stitches at the upper jaw.

a lil serious this time.
GET WELL SOON BRO! (((:

chicken ramen

2008-11-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

my afternoon was spent with the 2 tons. went over to city to get some stuffs for the other one. *haha* i love them. it has been a long time. anyhos, due to the fact that i need to come back to tampines by 5, we had to rush and all.

the THREE tons.

i was being such a thick-skin nerd. so i just had to take a pic.
i know, my head look ultra small. haha. shut up la!

so i've watched The Coffin, nice plot! but i do think it should be rated NC16. due to the fact that there was some sexual content and KIDS don't understand the storyline. HAHA. okay shut up. eventually, i sat beside the youngest brother, and hell.. i was totally distracted. he keep on moving her and there, I CANNOT TAHAN. sumpah. haha. but yeah.. i was this close to send him out of the theater. aku jahat. i know. haha. shhhh!

and it wasn't much of a horror movie, but somehow, an emotional one. not bad la. hee. =D okay, so after the movie, we headed straight to Galileo! =D =D =D
i had CHICKEN RAMEN this time! and Iced Hazelnut Latte! ((((:

cause i took everyone's photo.
so i just had to take mine too. haha!

my Iced hazelnut latte and Chicken Ramen! (:

mummy and daddy, youngest and eldest.

THE birthday boy. he had Tempura prawn.

the twins pic. otw back home. heh. (:

guess what, how i wish.. the weekend..
WAS LONGER!

i am super lazy to go to school.. i wish, i was..
go figure. (:

love,
basYRA

as i picture myself.

2008-11-01T13:12:00.005+08:00

yesterday was awesome. went to school with sayang. but i slept in the bus, sorry sayang. super sleepy and tired. heh. reached school on time, bio lecture that is. then i had a Mesyuarat Agung with the class during br-unch. it wasn't much of a mesyuarat. haha, but yeah, they discussed what to buy and all those. went back to lecture, i saw sayang sitting facing her back to mine, i gave the silent sign to the rest that was facing me, and so i just hugged her from the back. and her reflex was just to scream. haha! i'm super sorry to scare you sayang. i won't do it again okay. i scared you kena heart-attack. pharm was sooooooo fast speed la! Teresa finish 2 lectures in an hour. haha. super fast i tell you! it was like i was writing notes non stop. and i had to look at kak jam's notes to catch up. haha! it was super kanchiong moments! so my day at school ended at 12. believe it.

ouh, i had no elective yesterday, so i just wait for sayang and the rest to finish their group meetings and offfffff we went back! =D reached tampines at 2.15. love was cleaning up his bike at the void deck. i went up to take the stuffs and we headed to safra, planned to play bowling. guess what? it was like super crowded. FULL HOUSE! haha. so we went off to E!hub. again, alot of people. so we just slacked at our fav place, CBTL. =DDD i had belgian choc. and he had pure caramel. not forgetting his fav new york hotdog puff. haha. watch 4bia from my laptop, but didn't get to watch the last story. sorry love! rush down to tampines east to meet mummy. got my solution and off we went to wait daddy along the road. went to TM, got the tickets for sunday. we're gonna watch The Coffin! sempena hari lahir adik ku semalam. HAHA.

ahhh! i don't know what to wear to Aunty Lilin's place later. helpppp!
it's the POST deepaRAYA open house. haha.

love,
basYRA

p/s: thanks to all the lovely people that spend the day with me. i love yesterday! ((:

tell me, again..

2008-10-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

cause i'm bored.

school was alright today.
morning breakfast with ngongs were nice!
it has been a long time i slack with them. haha
but it wasn't full house, but no harm la. (:
we had breakfast at Bishan's Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf.
i had brek '0' day this time.
and hot hazuelnut latte. ahhhh. SEDAPPPP!
talk talk talk talk till 11plus.
headed to school. separate to classes.
i get to meet my class today! I IS VERY HAPPY NOH!
an it feels nice to sit on the chair and have table to rest the book on.
seriously. i appreciate it so much.
headed home with syg after AN lecture.
haha. stories again. they way we bond. love it. heh.

tomorrow will be a whole day spent with MY class
MY lecture group. MY friends! =D
get the hint? YOU BETTER!

love,
basYRA

it's pass 12,
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TWIN BROTHER!
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT!
(((:
WE'LL CELEBRATE ON SUNDAY OKAY?

two days

2008-10-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

the stupid things we do.

okay helllllo people! =D
i had a blast at Compass Green the other night.
karaoke session with family is the best.
haha. and i was forced to sing.
anyhooosss.
my dad won second.
tak sia sia hari hari dengar die memekak kat rumah.
hahahaha!

my tuesday in school was short.
and it was spent with kailani.
eventually i do everything with him.
well, most of the time la. haha!
didn't meet my friends. )):
BUT! love fetched me from schoool.
haha. atleast that made me smile.
thanks love.
we went to compass point to check out that place
and had our dinner.
i was hungry, and i practically ate everything.
hahaha! okay basirah boncet.
went to the library and read magazines and
someone slept in library.
hahaha! penat cik abg bawak motor. =p
we then headed to yakun kaya.
cik abg lapar noh.
and off we went back to tampines.

wednesday, today..
had lessons at 11 till 1.
pathetic.
met kai at 10 at interchange.
72..
reached school. too early. haha.
go inside lecture. bla bla bla bla.
1pm, finish.
i went home alone.
super sad. hahaha.
love is at sentosa now i supposed.
enjoy enjoy, ingat kaki yg sakit tu yer.
haha.
and i'm damn bored at home.
and that's all i wanna blog about.

i hope to meet my ngongs and the rest pretty soon.
esp sayang and kak jam..
rinduuuuuuuu!

love,
basYRA

diantara kalian

2008-10-28T00:32:00.002+08:00

so in a few hours time,
school will start.
AHHHHH! TK SUKE!!!
tanak gi skola bole?
da bodoh, bodoh teros.
eeeeee. okay shut up.

lupakan aku,
kembali padanya..

love,
basYRA

pick me up again

2008-10-25T14:33:00.003+08:00

i had some emo days.
esp when i have to wake up every morning,
knowing i won't be meeting my friends.
cause i'm rarely with them now.
thanks to the clever me.
okay put that aside.

been very busy due to the packed schedule.
0800-1800hrs.
i've not been interacting well in school.
be it new friends or old friends.
but i'm still myself with the ngongs.

we're going our own ways.
it's sad after what we've shared for one and half years.
and just because of things that were happening behind our back,
this happened.
i don't know who to blame.
you? us? whose at fault?
i'm not sure.
maybe us? maybe you? maybe me? maybe her?
silent treatments and harsh words.
ahh, forget it basirah.
i miss us..

putting that aside,
i've been sick for 2 weeks.
and i think, i'm feeling okay today.
*yahoooo!*
talking about yay-ness..
CONGRATS TO TEAM NYP FLOORBALL.
we won again this year!
=DDD

ngongs, when is our next outing?
i miss crapping with you guys. really.
ahhh. shane "chang" (piggy-back??) me on fri.
and not just that. he turn round and round.
ahhh. such childish act in school.
but it was nice.
haha! no more shane, no more.

fadhil, kai, self. in lecture.

changi

i was miss universe, again.
compare my flowers to theirs. haha.

okay i'm done blogging.
i know it's very random.
take care sharhan! tkmo action hero.

please make the week end longer.
i don't wanna go back to school.
)):

love,
basYRA

cause God loves him more.

2008-10-18T17:23:00.002+08:00

the sense of regret.
regret for not visiting him when he was around.
knowing he was not as strong and not as healthy as us.
i never thought it'd be this early.

he is that friend, who always gives me advices.
the school photographer. the guitar freak.

semoga roh mu diberkati Allah.
Al-Fateha.
Amin..

we'll miss you, Md Raihan.

updates

2008-10-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

i don't like what's happening now.
so shut up.
i shall update pretty soon if things work out nice.

and ouh, bf has been meeting me and i shall say thanks.
(:

school has always been the same, except a lil worst.
i love myself and i hope everyone does too.

red, green, black and yellowish-brown

2008-10-11T11:15:00.003+08:00

i went raya-ing with the cousins ystd.
yra and caan in green.
firman and mazni in black.
syahir and mira in red.
hamzi, the single, in yellowish-brown.
and eventually, i didn't bring my camera
so i dont have the pics now. haha.
SYAHIR! MAZNI! nak gambar! =DDD
it was nice to go out with them again.
i feel the bond yaw! haha.
mira, i swear i love your cat.
=DDD
nak pinjam, bole? haha!
6 houses and we're all so TIRED! haha.
and thank you firman, for being the driver for the day.

and i should get going, cause i need to prepare to go raya again!
with family this time. =D
take care people.

love,
basYRA

TEAM NYP

2008-10-08T10:58:00.003+08:00

all the best to team NYP floorball!
esp to Sayang! please49 TAKE CARE of yourself!
anything please msg or call the emergency number >> 90**64**
i hope they can win this first POLITE match.

here are some pics of ystd's outing. eventually, the adidas lover wore the adidogs shirt. haha. unbelievable. for more pics, go to... here!!

i should get going now. take care people! (:

to my sayang,
thanks for the encouraging words.
i won't leave you okay! don't worry.
i won't leave ngongs too!
and all those other people! hee.
once again, please49 take care of yourself.

love,
basYRA

adidogs

2008-10-08T00:03:00.005+08:00

went out with the cousin just now.
long time didn't ride with him.
went over to marina square to catch a movie.
The House Bunny! haha. funny story.
it's totally bimbo-tic.
i'm sure Tons would love to watch the movie.
haha!
dinner at LJS and then the movies.
then went to Changi to slack. as usual.
pictures still with him. haha. will upload when i get it aight? (:
thanks for the day! see you soon! love you!

bf, don't be jealous. haha.
we'll enjoy tmr, okay? =D
mmmwa!

amalina

2008-10-06T11:17:00.009+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! (:
despite the fact that i didn't do well for the papers, atleast.. i'm happy to see Raya again.
i didn't feel Raya at all this year. esp the first day. due to the fact that my mind was all over attachment that was not very pleasant.
okay put that aside. for once, my family didnt have a chance to snap a pic before going out to the grandparents place. we were rushing to go JB so we just seek for forgiveness and off we went. surprisingly causeway was so empty. but going in to Singapore was.. fill in the blanks.
haha. anyway, time spent there was greatly wasted. yeah. from 11 till 7 in the evening. but i'm happy to meet the cousin. BUT, sadly, i didn't get to meet the cousins on my maternal side. super sad. haha. but yeah, i've met them already! except for Mohd Syahril. tak rindu aku eh kau? sheesh! haha.

anyway! i had my open hse already. WHEEE! ((((: i shall let the pictures do the talking yeah?

Purple lady for the first day. (:

Yanira. (: love.

Mummy and Daddy

2nd child, daddy, 1st child

Fantastic Four

Shahzwan

Open hse.

First that reached. 1104 hours. haha

some pics i randomly took.

The 3rd floor neighbor. (:

Mummy's bestfriend.

Azhairul and Azlina

aini and umai. i think.

the best cousin. we wore the same colour! =D

big brother, small brother, smallest brother hiding at the back. haha!

some pics are still with the cousin, izyan. and so.. i dont have your pic sis! i want them! ahaha.

Not forgetting the times during attachment. ((: these people made my day exciting, besides the patients. haha

Zaffy, the sec school mate turn nursing mate.

Hafiz, the scandal number 2

Kailani, the scandal number 1

My Kak Jam! officially Pretty Boy's enemy. haha!

Sarniyah, the kecoh mate. haha!

didn't get to take alot of pic due to the kecohness in the ward. so yeah.
and below are the people i miss the most. seriously.

Ngong-ngongs ku. *plus Shane

WBBGP *plus Liah

The Four Belo-s.

i can't wait for school to reopen, yet. can i have the choice to not study?
eeeeeeeee.

okay till here. take care people! enjoy raya!
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin!
i know it's kinda late to say that but hey! no harm saying. =D

love,
basYRA

TWO DAYS

2008-09-29T11:10:00.003+08:00

i can't believe raya is like in less than 48hours more.
i'm still not prepared. not just that.
i can't officially "sambut" raya like how i "sambut" the first day of puasa.
thanks to the red army that just came exactly during the pre-dawn meal just now.
not helping. sheesshh!

anyway, guess what. the whole lot of us have to do a SECOND case study.
ultra shiok-ness? YOUR HEAD LA.
it's just my luck, no.. OUR luck to have such things happening.
and i've yet to do anything about it.
huhuhu!

ouh, today will be the last night out to buke outside, cause i'm working afternoon shift.
haha!

and the pretty is coming down to buke with me for the last time this year. (:
thank you!

i shall prepare to go to work now. totally not looking forward.
))):

love,
basYRA

hawt nurse

2008-09-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

okay i'm soooo sorry for not updating since God knows when.
been busy with outings and attachment.
being a Year 2 is not an easy job when attachment comes.
but hey! i've learnt alot!
and i'm sure there's more to come this 2 weeks. ((:

been breaking fast with the nice peoples
and i shall update on that soon enough.

i break fast with the Gombak people on friday.
camwhored alot. haha! thanks taufik!
saw cousins gf. nice one. (:
wanted to stay longer and slack at fort canning with the rest.
but didnt wanna get myself in trouble.
thank you boyfriend for bringing me around! ((:
love you!

had iftar at hougang ystd.
full house. only a few families weren't there.
it was fun! i get to meet the cousins.
wheee! but didnt get to take the 3 daras pic. ):
but it's okay. haha. camwhored a lil..
the kids are awaesome. haha!
the fooooooooood were NICE. =D
and sayang, i hope you're feeling better now..
hope the temperature reduced.

i gotta study for AN and Bio now.
yeah. supp baby, supp.
*slaps self*

p/s: i'll upload pics pretty soon okay? (:

love,
basYRA

NCC Day Dinner 08

2008-09-10T13:24:00.006+08:00

damn! ystd was just freaking awesome, okay?
serious shit i tell you!
i didn't regret going.
cause you know, i don't go to functions. haha.
plus the fact that the people i'm with are sooo kecohrables.
haha! love it alot la okay?
how i miss those faces. sheeeesh!
pics will be uploaded once i get them okay?
and yes, as how malia puts it..
there's a lot of good looking people in NCC.

serious shit i tell you.
they were all so gorgeous and handsome.
but no, i didn't had my eyes on anybody.
well, except Mr Feraj, who apparently was there to get his award.
ahh! HOT STUFF! haha. okay shut up. married man.
and not forgetting the "anak tiri" aka Aida. haha
you make me smile, please stay for awhile now. =D

ouh, and i shook hands with the Minister of Defense.
Mr Teo Chee Hean. cooool stuff! =D

and i guess that best part of everything was camwhoring.
i think my face is every where.
OKAY PERASAN.
hahaha! but yeah..
people, i'm waiting for the pics! =DDD

the bf fetched from Orchid Country Club.
headed to BTP to meet the cousin(s). *haha!*
then went to Al-Azhar for supper.
and vvvveeeeroooooom! home i was. (:
thank youuuuu bf! (:

The Bf and I (:

ORD oohh! Bye Sgt Chua! and that's Zack on the left.

and that's Shim in the center.

Mira (:

The one i miss alot. Matiin (rosyam nor for the day)

that's the anak tiri yaw! presenting, Aida! ((:

more pics will be uploaded okay?
thank you people, for making yesterday a wonderful day for me.
seriously.
and this means to the people that i smiled at Orchid Country Club.
heh.

love,
basYRA

cause i was blinded.

2008-09-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

today, i was happy.
now, i'm just not.
but the smile is still available.
(:

it has been a month. and it's now that i realize everything.
i was blinded. blinded by trust.
never knew things would go this way.
never knew the person near to me has been
the one behind everything.
thanks for what you've done.
it changes everything.
for the good, and for the bad.

and no one knows whatever shit i'm talking about.
but it's alright.. cause that's the point. (:

love,
basYRA

iftar with the 3 souls.

2008-09-07T13:17:00.002+08:00

so the other day, roi decided to iftar with us also. haha. and yeah, we had fun. very nice.. we shared alot of things. it was a reunion.. slacked at MadJack till nine. waited for the bus was like a killer. seriously.. and the very full stomach, haha! i looked like a pregnant lady..

while on the way back, at the CGH bustop, i just had the feeling that maybe i'd see syg in the bus.. AND I REALLY DID! syg and susu took the same bus and AHHHHHHHH! DAMN HAPPY, CAN?! double happiness. woooohhhoooo! okay shutts!

after so, slacked with bf and ark at CBTL CS, ark forever with his new found thing. haha. sorry ark.. lambat setapak.. bf with his pure vanilla.. and bf rode ark's gilera. which means i did too. haha. tinggi per! coooool! wooot! heh. (((:

ystd, i went over to HQ for the SSC POP. (: CONGRATS PEOPLE! we have our new batch of Staff Sergeants. wooot! haha. bf fetched me from hq. THANK YOU SO MUCH. i was like a zombie already. haha. and atlast! i bought Crocs Prima! wanted to buy Alice, but it didn't look nice on me. haha. i was really like a zombie and so bf sent me home straight. (: THANK YOU AGAIN..

so once i reached home, i went to the sofa.. and slept.. WITH MY BAG STILL CLING ON. believe it.. i was that tired. haha! thanks to the hot weather. i woke up when bf called. but i didnt remember anything. after which my arms got cramps due to hugging the bag. haha! and i was like, "WTH? i slept with my bag?" i stood up and changed and went back to the sofa and sleep.. instead of sleeping on my bed.. =.= ngong, i know.. i had this another stupid dream. atleast it's not a scary one. hahaha!

supposed to accompany bf study today. but since he went to the cemetery and daddy wanted to buy my baju raya today.. we decided to cancel it. but looking at daddy, i dont think i'm getting my baju today. haha! ((: i better get going. i'm bored already. hurhurhur! bubbye people! (:

love,
basYRA

...

2008-09-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

"when you're sad and you feel like crying, cry it out and let someone know. don't cry silently all by yourself. it won't make you feel better. it'll just make things worst, cause it's kept within you" -the bf

it is true somehow. i thought of it ystd, and well.. i do think its a fact. yes, crying makes you feel better sometimes, but then again.. no one knows the feeling.. and when you open up to someone, it'll make things much better.. thanks bf, for telling me this.. (:

today will be the day that i get to meet my dear tia and efi. not forgetting, i'm meeting roi first before them. yes, we got alot to tell each other. and i can't wait. mum and dad and lil brother went over to JB. well, i'm supposed to follow, but nah. i wanna meet the girls! and a guy! heh. ((:

i think i should do some other things now. heh. (:

love,
basYRA

updates yaaww!

2008-09-04T14:55:00.005+08:00

okay it's time to update! hahah! like seriously. and i think this will be a very long entry. ((: damn, where should i start? haha! from my birthday maybe? heh. okay.. my birthday celebration was nice. thanks to the bf. skydining for the first time. despite the fact that i did get motion sickness. but it was nice. thank you so much.

friday, i went for the teachers day celebration at Junyuan. met the old souls! nice. haha. but i think i only saw ONE of my teachers. how pathetic. haha! it was nice to slack with the old people again. how i feel so old! haha! (:

after so, met the MALIA BF cause some people planned some stuffs that only the two of us didn't know. not just that, these people made us walk from city hall to raffles place and back to city hall again. haha. i must say, i enjoy the walking though.
these people did a surprise birthday celebration for me and mali at the rooftop of Esplanade. how sweet. ice cream cake. perlini silver bracelet. wow! THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE!.. raudah, shimz, anis, mira, khai, farhan, fangxiang, anthony and elfie. not forgetting the cold water sprinkled on us. thank you very much!

in the cable car

in the hall. featuring wahab.

the sister and the bestfriend

spot me. haha! i'm still on the billboard!

the ice cream cake! (:

CLICK! for more pics of the celebration.

check this out? nice. haha. that's the cousin.

anyways, i break my fast with the bf ystd at seoul garden. THANK YOU BF! (: haha. and yeah, so much surprises. thank you very much. went for baju hunting at geylang. but can't find. he found his already though. i need to find one fast! haha.

slacking at lyy's place was fun! haha. new friend found. dhamirah. (: haha! she said, "bas is full of shit!" HAHAHA! i'm sorry dhamirah. i am full of shit. haha.

ouh, and my friday will be spent with tia and efi! (: i miss those two. cik ela, bile nak meet? i miss you! though i keep bumping to you bile terawih. haha.

i shall stop. take care people!
ngongs! outing sooooon! pleaseee!
WBBGP too!

love,
basYRA

SSC

2008-09-03T13:53:00.001+08:00

all the best to those going SSC!!
learn whatver you can there, yeah? (:

love,
C/2LT basirah

2008-09-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

okay HELLLLLO PEOPLE!
i know i've not been updating..
bear with me okay?
i'll update sooooon!

in the mean time,
AHLAN YA RAMADHAN! ((:

ramadhan is here people!
let's celebrate! woohoo!

first top aim : LOOSE WEIGHT!
as of 1st sept, it's 51.5kg.
yes, i am heavy. haha!
slim down to 48 atleast?
AKU MACAM PAHAM!
but hey! like the BF always says,
EFFORT! haha.

okay i wanna turn in! i will update real soon alright?

love,
basYRA

cause i'm eighteen

2008-08-27T16:09:00.004+08:00

the cake malia gave some time ago. (:
mali and yra
the cake the girls gave and the present syg gave. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..
HAPPY BORNDAY TO BASIRAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BORNDAY TO MALIA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

thank you to all..
those wishes are much appreciated!
heh.
from msges to calls..
to friendster comments..
to msn..
to multiply..
EVERYTHING LA!

and i'm going out in a while..
for my dinner..
wheee! (:

okay once again. thank you so much people!
more pics will be uploaded yeah? (:

much love,
basYRA

HUUURRRAAAHHH!

2008-08-24T13:04:00.002+08:00

HEY! exams are OVER, dude!
and tonight will be the post exam celebration with the ngongs!
and the afternoon will be with the lovely classmates at Dawn's!
nicee baby! ((:

on friday, after the paper.. the 5 of us headed to city hall.
miao, sarah, ama.. sayang.. and myself.
sayang gave an advanced present.
and the girls gave me a nice choc cake from CBTL.
upon opening the present, i cried like a baby.
haha!
okay, that's so not me..
thank you alot syg!
thanks so much girls! seriously!
heh..
pic will be up soon, and you'll know what they give. (:

the afternoon was with cousin. after a long time not meeting.
haha. thanks cousin!
((:

the night was at Om Black's place for tahlil.
haha! i miss the whole bunch of them.
me and yana did some stupid stuffs like,
we did a vid call, when we're just beside each other.
okay lame shit. haha!

ystd was spent with the blue gf, dayah.
followed her to Jurong East early in the morning. laptop crash la member!
haha! ((: went to eat at ZingDo at Jurong entertainment after so.
NICE! haha. ((:

then afternoon was at BP for tahlil.
i was the wakil for the family. haha
followed Izy's car to BP.
slacked till late. wheee! ((:
i went crazy awhile. haha.
mum and dad fetch me back from there.
i missed the chance. haha!

i'll have a sleepover soon okay syahril? ((:
wheee! (((:

i got to go now! wanna get ready for Dawn's housewarming! (:
see you people soooon! much love! (:

love,
basYRA

cause we don't live that long

2008-08-21T11:19:00.003+08:00

a cousin of mine had a bike accident a few days back.
but he survived, atleast..
if even he didn't..
i'd be at least sad, cause i never talk to him before..

last night
another cousin of mine met with an accident.
pronounced dead at 0100hrs.
he's young and good looking.
early 20s i suppose?

COD?
motorbike accident.
head hit curb.
skull fracture.

i hope his family is coping well..
and so does the girlfriend.
and i'm sad, cause i never talk to him before. (also)
i'm sure he's a nice guy.

Al-fatihah

Riders out there, please take care of yourselves on the road.
esp those VIPs of mine.
love yourself.
love the people around you.

thanks kak jam for cheering me up and making me laugh
early in the morning! (:

love,
basYRA

2008-08-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

i decided to put up my all time fav techno song. just that this is the slow version. cause i know not everyone loves techno. (:

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

AN was a killer.
i'm prepared for supp.
seriously.

and today is the ultimate AUDI DAY!
we went to town and saw BLACK TT!
not just that, BLACK Q7 too! nice or what?! ((((:
atleast that made my day, and sayang's.
and everyone enjoyed me doing the..
keteplak keteplak keteplak!

OKAY SHUT UP!
SHUTTING UP, shane!

thanks guys for today!
and thanks love fetching me back. (:

love,
basYRA.

star-dee

2008-08-16T15:47:00.002+08:00

i had a study outing ystd at e!hub CBTL. (:
companied with white choc dream. NICE!
and pure choc and raspberry ice tea (i think)
liver cirrhosis.
ouh..
SHUT UP! haha!

i'm going shopping soon!
carik baju rayer OIIIIII!
not kiasu, but i went to the future,
and found out i didn't buy anything for rayer.
so we're now doing it in advanced! haha!
LAME ASS!

love,
basYRA

underwater world

2008-08-13T11:54:00.003+08:00

i had fun ystd. underwater world was kinda boring.
but the stingray and those fishes that we can get hold of them
are nice!
not forgetting the cable car ride,
with the rain and wind.
ahhhhh! NICE!
imagine SEVEN people in one cable car. heavy or what? haha!
nice experience. really. heh.
thanks guys! (:

okay LET'S HIT THE BOOKS!!

love,
basYRA.

2008-08-12T12:09:00.004+08:00

I NEED A NEW BLOGSKIN!
PUHLEASEE!

i'm getting bored with this one.
haha!

that phone.

2008-08-12T10:40:00.002+08:00

ca'an bought that PURPLE sony eric phone.
i.. is.. JEALOUS..
haha!

today will be the day out to Underwater World! (:
with those people i've yet to be open to.
sooner or later yeah? (((:
they're nice people. really. haha.

i feel like uploading pics! (:
you know what? maybe next time okay?
there's too much to upload! haha!

much love,
basYRA.

i'm back!

2008-08-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

YES I'M BACK!
wahhhhh! it feels gooood!
haha! it happens when it has been MONTHS that you last went to JB!
and i got my ROTI CANAI just now morning.
after begging daddy to get me one since the day we entered JB.
haha! yes, i love roti canai.

anyhos, gathering was fun! but wasnt full house.
and zuhayr wasn't even there. such TURN OFF.
but the twins were there. NICE!
FOOD was never ending! it was just SO MUCH!
i'm sure kak jam would love it sey. haha!
cake cutting was also done, for danial. (:
mine? nahh!
mine would be much more special.
wheeeee! HAHA!

okay i wanna go... do stuffs. haha!
take care people! (:

love,
basYRA.

i'm missing everyone!
study well people! exams are around the corner! wheee!

happy 43rd!

2008-08-09T09:49:00.002+08:00

i'm at JB already now. parents went out to buy breakfast.
haha! i'm craving for... PRATA! no no. ROTI CANAI!
and i'm going off to kampong soon!
wheeee!

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

much love,
basYRA

goodbye

2008-08-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

i'm going off to JB in a few hours time!
after a few months not going. wow!
haha! shut up your face la!
and yay! i get to meet my cousins and nephews and niece! wow!
esp the new born, muhd zuhayr.
zahin got a new brother! wheee! and an aug baby too!

today was my last day at school.
before exams that is.
yeah.. E.X.A.M.S! urghhh!

and ystd was effing fun la!
a day out with the ngongs to town!
just that dayah didnt join. sad!
we were all SEXcited la! haha! crazy asses! sheessshh!

okay i gtg. take care people! don't miss me yeah? (:

much love,
basYRA

hell, yeah!

2008-08-05T12:38:00.002+08:00

cause everything seems alright now.
and i wish for everything to be cleared out,
cause i'm sick of thinking already. (:

a night at simpang with the BF was nice.
cause i miss her..
and she bought me a cake,
and a purple notebook!
ouh, i love you!!

for muhd sharhan

2008-08-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

this post is entirely for muhd sharhan.
cause he says i don't write stuffs about him.
this is for you!

((((:

happy now? haha!

im back! i guess

2008-07-30T10:55:00.003+08:00

okay it feels like i havent blog like a few years already. HAHA!
shit me. liar.

so what really have happened to me?
i had a fight. not cat fights but mutual fights.
im happy its like DONE now. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

pharmacology presentation ystd was like..
!@#$$#%@#^%&^*#^^*&^(^*(&*)()^%&%$#^#@%^&*(*&^%#$@!#@#^$&%*(
cause, IM SICK. and when i'm SICK.
i tend to get BLUR AND BLANK.
and when lecturer ask me question.
i was like a statue and kept quiet.
MY MARKS CONFIRM DAMN LOW!
okay diam. (:

my life is a mess. my wires are going haywires.
BUT.
i shall thank my lovely WBBG and my SYG for being there always.
not forgetting the BFFs Qay and Hilmi. though we've not been talking alot lately.
but your presence really make me feel happy okay? (:
kinder bueno makes me happy.

yesterday, i had a nice chat with Iman,
my bestfriend when i was pri 6.
ahhhh! sumpah i miss him.
haha! and we were talking about those days we had.
sheeesh! i feel so old.
how time fly so fast!
MAN! meet soon okay? (:

a new friend found. nice..
i don't know how my friend look like.
SERIOUSLY.
haha! like totally random! haha!
we'll meet soon i guess? (:

ouh! i've got no school today!
and ystd, me and syg saw an Audi TT while walking to int.
then we made noises! the rest infront was blur.
haha! sorry. cars turn me and syg on! aha!
imagine a rockstar shouting. NO VOICE LA! haha!
and the ride back in the bus was like. nice..
it felt like so long since i last took the bus like that.
SYG! remember the pinkie promise okay?!
you better tell me one day! ((:

okay i wanna rest now. and eat medicine maybe?
my doctor didn't pass me his medicine. how to eat eh, doc?
heh.

ouh ouh! i'm going to watch preview again with KHAI this year! eventually, it was supposed that we're selected to go on actual day, BUT thanks to me that will be going to JB on 9th Aug.. we had to go for preview this weekend!

and i can't wait for Lau Pa Sat gathering on sunday night, maybe? hehe!
okay take care ppl!

love,
basYRA

p.s: pinkie promise is still not broken!

hit me till i fall

2008-07-27T11:56:00.002+08:00

MY PART of N.E.X.T Challenge is done!
but the race isn't over yet.
i think i'd die if i'm a participant.
cause at this point of time..
as what Sgt Farhan calls me..
i'm a ROCKSTAR!
cause i got sore throat and it's killing me!
ouh, not fun at all.

and THANK YOU to the lovely souls that helped me out
and stayed up the whole night.
Esp to SYG.. cause she only had 2 hours of sleep the previous day.
i feel guilty syg. believe it!

and it rips me inside to see you that way, cause i know it's all my fault.

love,
basYRA

it's true

2008-07-23T02:26:00.001+08:00

self denial.
it hurts sometimes.

shit you!

2008-07-18T10:44:00.002+08:00

today is last day of attachment.
i'm stressed out.
learning guide not done. i cant find the sources.
i got 4 events tomorrow.
i wanna die soon.
$&*&(&^&$%^*&(^%&^#@@@%&*(^%&^#%(*&^%#@$#*&^#@@(*&^@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONE CURSING! (:
happy birthday tia!

one more and that's it!

2008-07-13T09:46:00.003+08:00

one more week, and it's over! obstetric for my last. i hope i can do better! i slacked through out gynae. but i did enjoy there! ((: thanks to the nurses and patients there. just that, ABORTION IS STILL NOT COOL! okay whatever.

believe it or not. i'm like the only one from gynae group that goes to ward 34 next week. when th rest goes to 81. WHY SIAA?!?!?! blooddyyyyy!
and i'm conused to go morning or afternoon tmr! HOW?!?!

anyhos! below are those i MISS LIKE ALOT LA!

i hope to meet these people soon! ((:

love,
basYRA!

earth and sky

2008-07-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

cause all this while,
i thought we're one.
but instead..
we're like the earth and the sky.
always at the same place
but never meet.

ps, i'm still not over you

2008-07-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

i'm having this 3am syndrome. i wake up every 3am in the morning, i don't know for what. garfield woke me up at 0430am just now. i don't know what he wants. im sure he's just desperate to go out. cause he started to sniff my face and grinding his body towards mine. but i was tooo tired to get up and open the doors, that i just let him meow at my ears. SORRY GARFIELD! i was really sleepy at that time.

abortions are totally NOT COOL. it's a pain to abort. not like how it's shown on tv. TOTALLY NOT! i'm happy, today.. cause.. i didn't see any fetus. means, i see no abortions today. i did a few admissions. NICE. my last admission was very SCARY. i hope she's awake. sheessshh!

Yeah
yeah yeah-yeah
yeah yeah yeah
No oh wo
Mmm

[Verse 1]
Wassup?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinking 'bout cha
And it kinda made me smile.
So many things to say
Had da put 'em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's ya mother?
How's ya little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things, I wanna know the answers to

[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
and rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you

[Verse 2]
Excuse me
I really didn’t mean to ramble on
But theres a lot of feelings
That remain since you been gone
I guess you thought that I
Woulda put it all behind me
But it seems there's always something
Right there to remind me
Like a silly joke
Or somthin on the T.V.
Boy it ain't easy
When I hear our song
I get that same ol feelin'

[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn`t be telling you

[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you

You (you)
Still not over you
Hey yeahhh
Mm mm

[Bridge]
Did you know I kept all of your pictures?
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Ohh no
Tried to erase
The way ya kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
Ive got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you

i ate with my lovelies today. and it made my day more colourful =D
i wanna spend all my time with my friends, can?
shane miss me. WOW! haha!
syg said i got dreamy eyes today.
i think i do, though. haha.
i miss having long bus rides with syg.

afternoon shift tmr. and morning shift on fri.
nice.

been dreaming about you lately.
that's how much you mean.

love,
basYRA

today

2008-07-07T18:28:00.001+08:00

today, i'm pissed.
and it's all about school.

ouh, i miss you..
deliveryboy

love,
basYRA

spicy tuna

2008-07-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

ystd was a day spent with the bestfriend. thank you for accompanying me to study. haha.
CBTL for the start of day. library next. then window shopping. =D
teh cino iced is NICE. =D right, bf? haha!

i'm kinda addicted to She's Like a Star. yet, i find the song irritating. haha!
SPIDEY 2 TODAY! wheee!
i wanna go to cousin house early, so i can catch the movie. =D
tmr will be another day to WORK! ouh, i don't like.
not just that. i have to attend classes back at campus after or before shift. NICE.
such PLEASURE, i call it.
atleast a point to smile about, me and syg and kak jam having the same shift.
not sure about the others.

okay i wanna go study again.

love,
basYRA

peads!

2008-07-05T08:36:00.005+08:00

ouh, morning people! I MISS THE BABIES AND MY CRAZY CRAZY FRIENDS ALREADY. want me to name them. JANNAH, WENDY, KAILANI, TRISA, MON, ZULK and SHERMAN.. the others, i'll still see them next week. YAY! haha.
ouh, I MISS MY WBBGP. and my TONS. and my NGONGNGONGS.

it's difficult when we're all in the same hospital yet different shifts. NOT HELPING. haha.

last two days was my considered last AFTERNOON at peads. i was hyper on thurs. kept singing lagu BUNGA. haha. kai was like, "eh bas, DIAM LA" haha! but he got addicted soon after. =p kak jam has always been very cool. haha. Mon was funny. she said, "one, two.. one two three." haha! they're just a bunch of funny people. jannah and her forever sexy/hot stuffs. and wendy with her gemberu. and trisa with her violent act to the babies. HAHA!

it was kinda sad to leave the ward on fri , but hey! i can always visit them! hee. Young Firman, nice name. irritating boy. yeah.. he's in kak jam's cubicle. damn cute too. haha!

those people made my day. really. ((:

i went to microbiology lab ystd. i was amazed la. can i work there instead? mind you, i went there alone. lucky i'm a direction genius when comes to hospitals. haha!
theme song for friday was Fall for you. haha! i keep on singing till everyone was irritated. SORRY LA. I JUST LOVE TO SING! =D

something funny happened in the morning. while i was half awake, daddy was strumming Soldier of Fortune and singing his lungs out. so after that, i went to heat my pancake. "tinggg!" i took out the pancake, put it on the plate. while walking out to the hall, i sang the song.. "guess i'll.." i stopped singing. look down, and continue singing.. "always be.. a soldier of fortune" MY PANCAKE DROPPED LA! bloody hell! haha! i laughed soon after. thanks to my care giver who saw what happened and laughed at me too. haha!

okay, I NEED TO STUDY. dont ask why. haha!

love,
basYRA.

waktu terasa semakin berlalu

2008-07-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

sunday night was at cousin's. thanks to Mr Roland and Mr Seth for sending me there.
imissridingwithyou. butitwasntthesamethistime. ikeepremindingmyselfabouwhatyousaid.

morning shift from monday to wednesday.
case study wasn't done yet. i was the last to submit. submitted on Wednesday, when it's supposed to be handed by Tuesday. but no worries, i did well.. atleast that's what my CI said. haha.

on tuesday, it was my first time to go home straight after shift and i slept till EIGHT IN THE EVENING! i was just damn happy la. haha! i woke up wednesday morning with a smile on my face. NICE! ((:

jannah gave me a new name again, VELCRO. yeah. the Velcro strap. i don't even know if it's spelled correctly. haha. reason being, she wanna stick to me every time cause it seems that i got alot of work to do. cute huh? haha. and when i combine the names she give me. it'll be.. MINAH VELCRO. haha!

ystd, my dearest syg gave me a nice surprise. i was also abit of a dumbdumb to forget what sarah said. haha. syg gave me a nice surprise by asking me to wait at kopitiam after shift. i was wondering why. she just said she wanna pass me something. so i just waited lor. and to my surprise, she wasn't in uniform, she was in home clothes. meaning to say. she's going back. then it triggered in my mind that, "ouh. today syg change to morning shift cause got FB!" yeah, i was that dumbdumb! thank you syg! i miss youuuu! hee.

outing with a friend for the (considered) first time. nice person. thank you for the outing. and that's the real me that you see. (:
when i went out with him, all i think about was you.. how i wish, he.. was you. sigh.

afternoon shift today. i'm happy! cause i get to sleep! HAHA! and i shall get prepared for work now.
toodles!

i'm missing alot of people! i swear!

love,
basYRA.

cause i smiled with tears.

2008-06-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

a day with the loved ones. how i miss the FOUR of us. and i shall thank the
OLDEST OF THE OLDEST, cause she made it to this outing. hee. though it was just a time for lunch and walking here and there together, it was a bliss. bitching has always been fun. sharing little secrets never fail to make each an everyone excited. how nice. i swear i miss being together. heh. such pleasure. and motor racing at timezone was fun. haha.

went to meet Mr Qay (pronounced as QAI. name baru nmpk!) at Sengkang. walked round compass point. made each other get annoyed of each other. haha. and basically just slack around. 10pm, decided to head home. bus service 27 is fast. i reached tamp like in less than 30 mins. cool! haha. =D took 34 to house bustop. and here i am.

thank you girls, next week.. we shall meet. and that's a promise. (:
and thank you QAY, for everything you did. whether good or bad. =.=

next week syg won't be the same shift as me. i sad. sumpah.
okay that was random. haha.

nights people. (:

love,
basYRA

there goes my sleepless nights i sacrificed for you.
but seeing you happy, makes my day(:

MIN-AH

2008-06-28T09:26:00.003+08:00

goooood morning audy!
okay, i miss him.
he discharged on thurs night.
i didnt even get to say goodbye.
anyway!! new friends made during attachment.
there's ALOT to mention, but those close to me are
jannah (my "shhaayangg" partner) & wendy.. xin yi (cause she's my cubicle mate)
kak jam never fail to be with me always.
so does kailani and fatin who love to kacau me alot!
and guess what jannah said, I'M A MINAH! haha!
okay expected! =D yeah, that's my new nick name. MINAH! doink!

i got sick on thursday. major headache plus weak body. thanks to the sleepless night i had. with a sick body, i went to visit Ama after shift with syg and sarah. i was very much still myself and can tolerate the headache. soon after i step out of Ama's house..... there goes my happy happy mood, here come my sumpah nak mati mood. i was lucky i got syg to take care of me. we went to take train back to YCK, meet my lyy-lyy-lian and syg's baby cheena! which is, NUR ELLYANA. haha. again, i was tooooo dead to even say anything to her, except when she ask what happen to me.. i said, "kene tembak" (got shot) she laughed la sey! kental her. haha. i slept in the bus. thanks syg for taking care of me. i was really dead by then. i decided to drop of at hougang straight instead of going back to take my cloths. haha! and much thanks to cousin for also taking care of me. i ZONG-ED! hah!

friday, OUH. WHAT A DAY I HAD! it wasnt my day at all! first, I WOKE UP LATE! then, the MO made a big fuss. mcm nak lempar dynamap kat muke die! but! thanks to friends and all that i did smile. whee! and for once, i declare that THAT DAY, was a BORED DAY FOR ME. cause AUDY got discharged. sheesssh! not just that, i didnt do anything interesting at all! NOTHING! the only thing i did was assist bath and assist NGT insertion. boring per! DOINK! went back with syg, nin and ah hua. i miss riding the bus with syg. haha. =D i was a happy kid on friday. syg was happy too. i like! (: visited Pak Long with Cousin ystd after my shift and her test. we meet up again. i like. haha. too bad syahril was enjoying himself at sentosa. if not it's be better. sunday i shall go to ur house again okay cousin! =D

I WANT BABY AUDY!

love,
basYRA the MIN-AH!

KK attachment = fever

2008-06-26T03:18:00.002+08:00

haha! yeah! attachment is a killer.
my cubicle is so havoc! i LIKE! but sometimes, i think i need a break.
and since tmr will be my first morning shift,
i'm at my cousin's today.
uh huh!
and look at the time..
I'M NOT ASLEEP YET!
what a bummer!
i slept at 12.. woke up at TWO!
i'm sooo gonna be a zombie plus confirm develop a slight temperature sey!
haha!
all the best to me tmr!

and baby audy is love! (((:
so does my syg.
and those other people that make a smile on my face =D

love,
basYRA.

i'm missing you. i swear.

helllo!

2008-06-22T19:12:00.007+08:00

i is bored.
i is going to put up a video.
this video always make me smile. haha.

that's syg and dayah

that's syg, ama and dayah. (:

and hey, i know what i needed to know. it feels good! ((:
take care lovely.
for i'll not be taking care of you anymore. ((((:

love,
basYRA.

TheDaysBasirahHad

2008-06-22T11:08:00.011+08:00

goooooood morning sunshine. (cause it's raining)
ouh, i don't see the link.
anyhooooos!
i'm a happy goober this morning! ((:
cause, the weather is just ouh so perfect..
but, i woke up kinda early. NGONGNGONG!
updates for the THREE wonderful day!

ONENINEZEROSIXZEROEIGHT

meet up with dayah at city hall to have a mini shopping at Cotton On!
i'm forever there, but no more.
cause no more GSS. HAHAHA!
meet kak jam and liah at bugis soon after.
I SWEAR I MISS THE WHOLE LOT OF THEM LA!
haha.
of we went to seoul garden straight away!
MCM ORG TK MAKAN SEPULUH HARI! serious! haha!
abg2 seoul garden tangkap handsome. HURHUR.
Lela met us soon after. sad that she can't meet us for Seoul Garden.
thanks to her allergies. change body with me, nak? haha!
instead of going karaoke, we went for shopping!!
bugis streeeet! where else. haha.
Lela let early too. sad la. tk dpt spend together long long.
we went to Body Shop at Bugis Junction.
i SWEAR, we had fun knowing the whats not about our face! thanks kak shasha! (i hope i got her name right)
and i just had to buy myself a face spray. haha! nicee! dayah got one too! ((:
"adik, nak beli concealer untuk ape?.. eye bag or pimple?"
"pimple..." *sad tone*
hahaha! ouh yes, that's dayah! soooooo cute! sheesshh! haha!
Liah went off soon after and the three of us slack at esplanade! (:
i imagine us there, the times we had. ouh.. come back.
clock strikes 9, headed home.

Kak Jam and Liah

nice baby, nice.

Nurliah

Kak Jam is forever concentrating.

my T-Zone shine like anything.
and spaghetti damn nice, can?

potato with thousand island fan!

kaypo sey Liah!

we really ate, believe it. haha!

us! ((:

and here's the night life. (:

TWOZEROZEROSIXZEOREIGHT

SENTOSAAAAAAAA!!!
met up with syg and susu around 10.
took the train, mak minah join us.
syg slept in train while standing, thanks to her sleepless night.
no syg, i'm not mad. i'm smiling. (: haha!

SENTOSA was a blast la! a first timer like me really had fun!
i swear! haha! LUGE AND SKYRIDE MADE ME SMILE SO WIDE UNTIL it reaches JB!
not forgetting cycling! and esp the ones who made my day,
THE NGONGNGONGS!

first thing first, was skyride and luge.
GEREK PERRRRR!!!! =DDDDD
then slack at dome, somehow, resting point due to the VERY HOT weather!
me and syg was half dead actually.
the rest went to the beach to take LOTS of pics. haha!
I WANT THAT JUMPING SHOT!
but i don't have. haha!
cycling next. i took the double seat, with susu.
syg with ama.
the rest, single bike.
and for that day, i wasnt worried about mak minah, cause i was more worried about pei ying. haha!
but got one part suddenly mak minah behind, that one i worried. haha!
after cycling, went luge again. complete the three rides! whee!
pahlawan beach to go cam whore at bridge! i loveee la! hahah!
after alot of pics, we went back by tram. wheee! =D
LJS for dinner, all hungry like anything. haha!
sometimes, those people need to go for a customer service course.
haha!

reached home at almost 11.
i had a wonderful day!
and me and sayang keep on saying nonsense stuffs.
seriously, haha!!
funny la sey!

The Family

mak minah sometimes love raisin and longkang.

syg, man liao, sarah and ama. i love.

pei ying, self, susu and mak minah. i love, too.

pei ying. CUTE!

somebody, at Sentosa also do project!

sometimes, i dont like to take skyride. cause of this. haha!

i was the guardian of the day. i love halal. ((:
yes, he got chachat eyes. cute, right?

the bridge

the lover and i.

it is loved.

okay hello and goodbye sentosa. (:

TWOONEZEROSIXZEROEIGHT

another day at sentosa, with family! ((:
frankly, i woke up late!
haha! plan to go of at EIGHT am.
but i woke up at NINE THIRTY!
okay, sorry.
but mummy and daddy didnt scold, so it's okay. haha!
got ready, off for breakfast! at pasar bulat!
thosai satu! teh cino ice satu!
and i was kinda full. so yeah, i didnt finish up my teh cino.
i was totally half dead, i swear. i was sleepy, what do you expect. haha!
sentosa, here we come! FREE PASS IN.
thanks to mummy..
if i know, i ask her to give me the passes on fri.
all of us get to go in free, plus discount for luge.
ouh, how kental can i be. haha!
anyhooss!
slacked at tanjong beach. HOT HUNKS BELAMBAK!
watch people play beach ball.
like fun. haha!
the boys ended up tak pancing ikan, cause they clever.
didnt bring bait. haha! set up rod, then remember no bait.
kental eh you guys. haha!
me and momma lepak, while the rest swimmm!
i sing sing sing. cause i wanna sing at the beach. haha!
dinner at banquet. WANTON NOODLE, nice! i loveee!
hee. tired, all sleep in car. haha!

set up half tent.

done!

confident set up rod.

nice la. (:

them.

sexy.

just snap pics. haha! i dont know them

i dont know them too.

luge!

my momma and dada!

you see nothing. haha! adnan, adik and haris

and of course, me and twin bro((:

bubbye luge. i'll miss you. haha!((:

today, i got nothing to do, except to read up with those stuffs i studied and search for my handbook, and paste blue sticker on name tag.. and...
prepare to sleep at IZYAN'S place!! =DDD

okay bubbye people! i'm bored.
and i am sooooo not prepared for attachments! ouh damn!

i miss you, angah

love,
yraSOT

Aku Masih Sayang; Take A Bow

2008-06-22T01:02:00.004+08:00

kau rinduku jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu
mataku terbangun untuk menanti
menantimu…
jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya
itu bisa menghancurkan semua bukan begitu

aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku
dan ku pastikan setia dihatimu
dan ku korbankan semuanya untukmu
sungguh kuberharap begitu padaku

coba engkau rasakan cinta yang begitukan mengesankan
yakin pasti dapatkan kemesraan yang penuh bintang

Oh
How 'bout a round of applause?
Yeah
Standin ovation
Ohwoah Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

Grab your clothes and get gone.
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on.
Talkin 'bout,
'Girl I love you, you're the one.'
This just looks like a rerun.
Please.
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not.
Baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For makin' me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

How 'bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.

i wanna emo

2008-06-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday & today.. i enjoyed so much.
sumpah..
pics are all at my multiply. go check out.
and go figure every picture. (:

at this point of time,
i feeel sooooooo emo.
dont ask why.
i think of you
and i also think of you.
sometimes, i wonder..
are you alright?
are you doing fine..
and sometimes, i ask myself..
why are you this way?
sigh.
sometimes, i think it's pointless.
but what can i do..
i do think of you.
sheesshh. get out of my mind, will you?

outings with the girls has made me not to emo,
and think over something that will never end.
thank you so much girls! ((:
i appreciate it.
but at this point of time,
i super emo..
i dont know why.
sumpah..

and it's funny how syg got addicted to my blog song,
and i am addicted to her blog song that is Bunga.
haha.
i keep on listening to it from just now.

tmr will be another day at sentosa with dearest family plus my cousin, Adnan and Haris..
i hope it will distract me again from thinking of you.

i can't deny the fact, that i miss the times when we're very much close.
but that day.. will never come again, i'm sure.

good night people.
and dear Lyy, i love you.
can i be in your best friend list again?
haha!

adidas tk mampu, puma pon jadi la.

2008-06-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

pizza hut was loved la!
thanks bestie!
hahaha!
puma sale made me crazy!
i got myself a bag and a luggage bag for family.
and a purple pencil box. =D

sim lim made me crazy too, i wanna buy every gadget, please? haha!
i saw syg at tamp int, i gave her a shock.
she was singing while walking, plus looking at her hp..
then i just stand infront of her.
her face just change. haha!
from happy2 turn to.. almost heart attack face.
haha!
sorry la syg!
=D smile ehhhh (((:

meeting was normal. i was kinda DOWN today.
haha! i didnt talk much in meeting. so sorrrry!
i wasnt helping at all. haha.
damn sorry!

and, I IS NOT GOING TO KL!
CAUSE.... i shall not say..
BUT! mummy said we'll be having a family day at SENTOSA on SAT!
cool per?! fri sentosa, sat sentosa! wah shioookkk!
hahaha!
and sorry efi, we have to cancel our outing, since tia can't go..
we'll have a date soon, alright? i miss you!

and sorry cousin syahril, we weren't able to catch a movie just now..
maybe, sunday? ((:

okay i wanna rest.
tmr will be a day out to Seoul garden, and karaokkkee! whheee!
i loiikkkeee!!

love,
yraSOT

yesterday, i love.. today, i love, too..

2008-06-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

updates for ystd! haha. ((:

meet up at 12 with the theme of being GREEN! ((:
off we went to Marina Square.
student meal at swensens was only available at 1430hrs.
time check: 1300hrs.
so we got like 1 and a half hour. haha!
went around and window shop.
sat at mac to wait for the time.
of we went to swensens.
ouh, chicken baked rice, salmon and mushroom baked rice.
and my ouh so lovely, beef baked rice. ((:
sticky chewy for me and cik ela. budak kecik didnt wanna eat ice cream. hee!
off we went to shopping,
COTTON ON IS THE SEX la!
cik ela syg kite.. bought NINE tops. haha! and i bought THREE. cool per?
ouh, my wardrobe is full of cotton on now.
and funny incident..

me: hi, do you have more stocks for this colour?
salesman (a malay): im so sorry. everything is here.
tia (kaypo2 from the back): kak yra, u nak size ape?
(salesman was still there arranging the cloths)
me: i nak size L la. tkde sey.
tia (with a damn slumber tone): kak yra, nie L..
me: AHHHHHHH! THANK YOU ADIK!!!
salesman look at me, he stop and stared. HAHAH!
i did shout. cik ela was at the other corner, she heard me. haha!
and eventually, before i asked the salesman, i actually went through it like 5 times?
haha! and i didnt see and L size. how stupid?! hahaha!

more window shopping, and cik ela bought 2 bangles while
the three of us bought a similar ring. with diamond on it.
we're all ENGAGED to each other! haha. ((:
we went to esplanade then..
lepak and took lots and lots of pic.
i like..

i was kinda emo-ing on how i use to spend my time there with you.

cik ela had to went off early. left me and budak kecik.
we talked and talked. whee.
ride back via train.
got home pretty early. hee

okay pictures HERE

today, was a day spent with the sister/best friend.
met her at around 2 plus. we went to "blakang" cause she wanna cut hair.
sorry, trim her hair. haha!
then we went to search for something,
then she suddenly smell teh tarik,
she was hinting me to go to Mr Teh Tarik (haha!)
and we decided to go after we do something..
then we went back home.
curry daging for breakfast plus lunch plus dinner.
did our BUSINESS!
called mama, ask her to meet us at int.
we did.. then we went Mr Teh Tarik. haha!
had teh cino ice.
iced neslo dinosaur for lyy
and teh tarik for mama.
not forgetting the cheese prata we had. haha!
got back to her place. slacked and watched MS SWAN!
so long didnt watch! hahaa!
clock strikes 12midnight.
i decided to go home. hee

and tmr will be a day out with bestie.
PIZZA HUT, HERE WE COME! wheee!
after months of craving for pizza hut.
FINALEEEEE! HAHAHA.
okay i need to sleep
my syg later scold me. eh syg?

ouh btw, my right groin is in pain. don't know whats the cause of it.
cause i dont remember at all what happened.
haha!
and my right index finger is in pain too.
ouh wth? no worries.
i can still breathe and working very well.
haha! ((:

okay nights people!
and it's nice to hear from you again.

love,
yraSOT.

those plans we had.

2008-06-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

today was just ouh-so-awesome!
thanks to the girls! wheee!
i shall blog about it tmr. hee!
and why am i online and updating the blog?
it's cause. my cousin suddenly remembered she got an inter-badminton thingy tmr.
haha. so our karaoke session was canceled!

and guess what, not just that..
to my BABES and Ngongngongs..
i MIGHT not be able to meet and join you guys on 19-21..
cause.. my parents decided to go KL.
obviously, i don't wanna follow..
but i dont have a choice, right?
ouh bummer.
dear mummy, i wanna enjoy with my friends.
please?
i am soooooo sad!
sumpah!

)))):

BOOOO!

2008-06-16T10:10:00.002+08:00

goooooood MORNING people! (:
i've uploaded the pics from the wedding.
click HERE. ((:

and ouh, i wanna blog about something that i find very funny yesterday.
me and yana was searching for the toilet.
as we were walking.. we saw our uncle, which is the younger brother to the groom.
we smiled.. but unexpectedly.. he went infront of us, and said.. "BOOOOOOO!"
my instant reply was, "uncle!! da kenape??" HAHAHA! its cause i was shocked la!
an douh, he's a nurse. cool per. haha!
sad to say, i dont know his name. i dont even know the groom's name.
he's like, my father's cousin. yeah.. so i dont know much la gitu. hurhur.

okay i wanna prepare to met those two. whee! ((:

and ouh..

2008-06-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
DELFINA THE LOVE!
SARENA THE TALL!
AND
HAFIZ THE GUY NEXT BLOCK!
(not joking) haha!

and and, HAPPY PAPA DAY! ((: i love my DADA!
and no.. i don't call him that..
I LOVE YOU ABAH!((:

and lagu kat blog aku sungguh jiwang.
tk suke? aku nye pasal okay?!
nari, aku sungguh jiwang.
tak bedek.
pasal mak aku tk kasi aku kahwin.
sape percaya bodoh.

i'm feeling ouh so emo again. shut up laaa!
eeeee! tak sukeeee!
okay bye!
nak tdo. ((:

sometimes, i need trust.

2008-06-15T23:22:00.004+08:00

i was being cute, not acting cute.

today, was a nice day.
but i am just so tired now to blog.
tmr, shall be a day out again..
with those people whose name is Nur Sahilah and Natiara Natalia.
wheee! and the night shall be spent, sleeping over at my aunt's (((:
CHANGI, here i come!! and tuesday will be spent KARAOKE-ing there.
i just wanna SING MY LUNGS OUT!
which means to say. i shall update about wedding, TOMORROW, God's Will.
wheee! haha! ((:

momma, my feet hurts. HAHA.
i miss my people. yes.. those people i crap with everyday.
haha!
((:

love,
yraSOT

it takes time to gain trust,
and it takes a split second to lose it

those events!

2008-06-14T17:25:00.003+08:00

check out this events that's coming soon yeah?

Synopsis:
The monsoon season has arrived and no one is more excited than Sophelia, 15. Allergic to the sun, Sophelia craves for the rain, the only times she can run freely in the open, without a care for the world. The free-spirited girl's sentiments are echoed by Adrian, 15, an aspiring weatherman. The rain brings the opportunity to explore and experiment with his tools, undisturbed. But, neither Sophelia nor Adrian could have expected their first love story to come with the rain.

$8 per ticket, 20 th June at 7.30 pm, 21st June 2.30 pm and 7.30 pm
Where? Seng Kang CC.

An overnight event around Singapore!
click! to know more!

the new skiinn

2008-06-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

they decided to make the karaoke session on the thursday also.
and cause i'm bored. and, SUDDENLY got inspiration..
i did this to my blog.
it hurt my eyes so much. but hey! it's cooool!
ouh whatever. haha!
i'm lazy to edit anymore.
wheeee!

and at this point of time, i am freaking lonely!
no one msg me. no one is talking to me.
no one is chatting with me.
and NO ONE..

ouh bummmmmer!
wheeee!
momma, tomorrow.. i wanna wear that gold and silver dress.
i wanna feel like a bride too.
ouh. yes, definitely..
so whose my groom? of course, my imaginary fiance. HURHUR.

i give up, btch

2008-06-14T13:24:00.003+08:00

dear diary.
i give up.
he was delighted.
to do what he did ystd.

a new friend found.
but no, i didnt expect this.

i shall prepare to sing my lungs out now. (:

obor dan pokok kelapa

2008-06-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

today was just sooo great!
i love today, serious! ((:
wheeee!
it's nice to catch up with 2/3 of the TONS plus syg((:
when the other one is at home slacking. haha!
dear naia banks, AKU RINDU KAU!
and after a day of nonsense plus ALOT OF JUNKS!
i think i'm SICK. serious.
i'm having headache and nausea.

anyhossss..
i talked like a crazy woman today.
like seriously! i was talking shit la!
lyy, eka and syg had lots of fun laughing at me.
and eka, they laughed at me even more after you left.
haha!
i wasn't in the right mind just now la. don't ask why!
and freak! i freaked out just now! like sooooo surprisingly!
totally not my day. haha!
I DIDN'T SEE THAT COMING!
mr teh tarik was nice! eh lyy? haha!

okay. my headache is not helping me right now.
i shall turn in any time soon.
take care people!

and to lyy and syg. take care of yourselves tmr during soccer and fb okay? love you guys la!

and tmr i shall sing my lungs out with my B&G&Liah! wheee! ouh, i wanna be stress free tmr! (((:

thanks girls for today. i enjoyed, really. remember, what you see is not always what you get. nyahaha!

love,
yraSOT.

YOU!

2008-06-13T11:04:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Tia

1)How many children do you want?
- min TWO max FOUR

2)Where would you go if someone sponsors you a air ticket?
- ROME, please!

3)Whats your favourite thing to do?
- SHOUT and SING!! plus slack and sleep. HAHA!

4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
- it does, sometimes.

5)If you have one dream to come true ,what will it be?
- i wanna PLAY ALL INSTRUMENT!

6)Do you believe you can survive without money?
- maybe? but i think.. NOT!

7)What are you afraid to lose?
- the smile on my face

8)If you win one million,what would you do?
- it'll never happen.

9)What do you dream of doing in the future?
- my career is obviously a NURSE, but i can change, right?

10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- kecik, bechok, loving.

11)What makes you happy?
- when i see those HAPPY PEOPLE!

12)What type of person do you hate most?
- yeah. like that. ((:

13)If you could have a superpower,what would it be?
- a super power with never ending wishes to be granted.

14)Which season do you like?
- ice lemon tea seasons brand. (((:

15)What do you think it is the most important in your life ?
- those important stuffs.

16)If it's the end of the world ,what will be your last wish?
- my last breathe with the name of Allah.

17)If you have a chance to choose,would you like to come back in time
- let bygones be bygones

18)What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW ?
- angah

19)Do you love me?
- i do.

20)Are you in love right now?
- maybe the biggest and stupidest crush i ever had?

Instructions:remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question ,make it a total of 20 questions then tag 8 pple in your list,list them out at the end of this post.

Notify he/she through their chatterbox
the 8 lucky people are:
you
you
you
you
you
you
you
you

To the NCOs

2008-06-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

welcome back NCOs!!
i've heard the news, but no worries alright.
you guys did your best, im sure!
proud of you guys.
wheeee!
let's eat the oreo cookie together! ((:

love,
C/2LT Basirah.

hydrocortisone

2008-06-12T15:19:00.003+08:00

i woke up at 10, forced myself up actually. cause i wanted to go to polyclinic, to get my medications. my eczema almost kill me ystd. HAHA!
messaged bestie, and he decided to accompany me. THANK YOU!!
and it took quite awhile for see the physician, it kinda irritate me. haha!
off we went to S11 for lunch! Mann, Mee Kuah, 2.. MAKAN!
went shopping a while. haha! i got myself 2 shirts! wah, again.. haha!
i need to stop spending! anyhooos, i got meeting at kovan later at 8pm. NEXT challenge meeting. wheee! i kinda miss those faces. haha!!
and tmr, will be a day with TONS and syg. (:
Singapore Ghost Stories on Friday the 13th. COOL OR WHAT?!
I CANT WAIT! I MISS THE TONS! ((: AND NAIA BANKS, PLEASE MAKE IT OKAY?

love,
yraSOT

Dear Angah, i miss you